Saturday, December 31, 2005 |
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So looking forward to 2006!
Friday, December 30, 2005 |
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Friends wise:
Family wise:
Personal wise:
Overall, I conclude that 2005 has not been that great.
The 3 quarter of it was really great. Really great.
But not the last quarter.
It was bad to the extent that I nearly gave everything up. And I do mean everything.
But thanks to "Doc NWH" and a website. They saved me.
So right now, I'm determined to have a fresh new start. I'm sicked and tired of having to go through days after days of feeling burdened and having too many unsolved issues on hand.
And so, it's either I solved them once and for all before 31st December 2005 before 12 midnight, or that I'm leaving it behind and never gonna mention or touch the unsolved issues ever again. And this time, I mean it.
I realised that I've been an easy target for bullies cos I have been too soft-hearted. And for that, I'm never gonna be soft-hearted again. At least, not that easily.
I trust people too easily and tend to be honest with them. I hold no qualms when telling them things, but in the end, all i got in return is betrayal. Usually this kind of betrayal, you only expect it from your neutral friends. But no. It also applies to people whom you take as your best friends. So now I'm starting to wonder: "What exactly are friends for anyway?"
But it is only through this that I realise who is really worth keeping and who is not.
And for that, I'm gonna dump those junks away once and for all.
I'm gonna let go of all my grudges and hatred. I'm not bringing them in to 2006. Never.
I've set myself a deadline. And now I'm only left with 2 days. Saturday and Sunday.
So it's either solved it or dump it.
I'm allowing myself to feel really really sad and really really angry. So that I'll use up all the sadness and anger I have right now.
And yes. I've been feeling so much calmer and peaceful recently. With myself, and with other people.
Geez, I like this kind of feeling. So I'm gonna keep it.
And for those people who have lots of hatred and anger in them, I seriously and really do pity them. Do make peace with yourself and others. You'll really feel so much lighter and relaxed.
POOF!
Now, I'm really looking forward to 2006.
With open arms and heart, and a big big smile!
LOVE YOU ALL, MY DEAREST PEEPS! I'M GLAD AND GRATEFUL, AND REALLY TRULY APPRECIATE THAT I HAVE YOU PEEPS IN MY LIFE.
Thursday, December 29, 2005 |
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Thursday, December 22, 2005 |
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My school bag!
It's gold in color.
Wahaha!
And here is my latest favorite! A blinky & sparkling blue/turquoise ring which I've had my eyes on for a long time.
the photo doesn't justify the beauty of this ring!
Hah! Picture was taken with the camera from my bro's new cell. Blur! Anyway, realised that objects shot at close range are blur while the background is clearer. What's up with that man?
Anyway, my hand is nice right?
Haha.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 |
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Full size
MSN display picture size
And yeah, came upon this website which features blockbuster movies in just 30 seconds and casted by bunnies! Go check it out! It's hilarious!
www.angryalien.com
Here are some of the blockbusters' screenshots.
-= Alien =-
Hope you guys enjoy yourself and have a fun day ahead!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 |
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Monday, December 19, 2005 |
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Sunday, December 18, 2005 |
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BAH! So many things to do tomorrow. Blah blah blah.
Oh yeah, this part of my entry is for Alex (aka Alexis).
Thank you so much for what you said to me on Friday night. It meant alot. And I'm sorry for whatever I've done in the past. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me will you? And just wanna let you know, I love you Sista!
Now I feel so much better.
Saturday, December 17, 2005 |
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Friday, December 16, 2005 |
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005 |
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TADAH!
Opps. I mean... Introducing the backview.
Hahaha.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 |
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Saturday, December 10, 2005 |
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JY and me
Anyway, Cheryl & I did something lame. There was no one at the dance floor and so the 2 of us went to get the ball rolling. But ended up only the 2 of us shaking our asses off while others just stood around watching.
YUCKS!
Watcha doing in a club if all ya gonna do is stand around and pose? Take up space only. SHOO!
WAHAHA!
Cheryl & I were 2 big meanies yesterday. When a bunch of girls finally came out to dance and went onto the platform whereby Cheryl and I were, we tried to bum them off the platform. Haha. We're fishmongers.
Were dancing around like 2 morts for quite sometime when the "posers" all decided to hit the dance floor. Like FINALLY! I wonder if there's this rule that you can only hit the dance floor at a certain time or something. Lameo!
So ended up we all became Ayam Brand Canned Tuna. Blah blah blah. It was so squeezy & warm & sticky & smelly! Oh yeah, 1 of the girls who came out to dance earlier on had BO!
*pinches my nose*
EWW!
Deodorant people. DEODORANT!
Perfume people. PERFUME! The one great invention!
Well, the songs yeaterday was crap-bag. Totally outdated. Like we're having a high school reunion. Old-School!
Oh yeah, speaking of which, saw Si Peng. My primary school classmate. He said a lame joke.
SP: You know why it's called ChinaBlack?
ME: Why?
SP: Cos I'm from China and he's black. (points to his Indian friend)
(-_-") . . .
We left the club at around 3 and went to munch munch. Was really hungry. *stomach roaring*
After munching, we sat around Youth Park and shared ghost stories! Mostly NS ghost stories. Ended up the guys themselves got scared. Hahaha. Darn funny!
We also chatted about matters of the heart. And yeah, in the club, I saw this guy's backview who reminded me of WL. It was so alike. Ended up having heartaches and I've no idea why.
Oh well, the bonding part was fun though! Despite the boring music and crowds.
Next time shall just come out and eat and chat! Instead of wasting doughs on clubs!
*blah blah blah mumbles mumbles mumbles*
(elise getting all gibberish)
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 |
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There ya go. That's the hairstyle I want to sport if I'm getting extensions.
(photo courtesy of www.perezhilton.com. my favorite site right now. read it everday!)
But mine will be BLACK. Cos I love showing off the fact that I'm an Asian! MUAHAHAHA!
Ohh.. And mentioning about Paris Hilton, recently I'm rather star strucked by her. Hee.
And here's a picture of her in short hair. The hair style that I wanted. Damn! Wrong cut.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 |
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Wondering should I buy the pumps from Walking Culture or save it up . . .
Anyway, one more super duper wonderful thing happen today.
I FINALLY got my favourite pair of flat pumps fixed!
I AM SO HAPPY NOW!
WOOHOO!
NOTHING CAN GET ME DOWN NOW!
muahahaha.
*giggles*
So happy. So happy. So happy. So happy.
SO HAPPY!
(btw, tagboard suck. couldn't load. bleah)
Monday, December 05, 2005 |
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Friday, December 02, 2005 |
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Lookie @ my bored faced. No voice to sing. And lookie @ the happy Jess. She had one hell of a night singing away!
We left Liquid @ 1plus and headed over to Double-O. It was so warm there and there's SO MANY people.
So yesterday was quite a night and we all headed home @ 3plus.
*yawn*
Only slept for 5 hours and now I'm so tired.
All about |
: elise : |
Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)
but Master of none.
(trying to!)
This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.
A collective effort to keep family & friends updated, and for random strangers to pop by.
I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.
So I guess I'll just have to make do with scattering loads of random self-shots all over the blog!
: xoxo :
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Yours Truly... Elise Tan