:: eLise is me ::: One more

Sunday, January 14, 2007

La vie est Belle <>

One more

In a span of less than a year, there's been 2 passing offs.

I can't bring myself to use the exact word for it, cos I've yet to comprehend it, and I'm still incapable of handling it.

When I first got the news, I wasn't in shock.
I didn't feel any particular emotions.

But after a while, it struck me hard.
Right in the face.

I thought of how nice and kind she was.
I thought of how sweet she had been.
I thought of her benevolent smile.

I thought of the endearing way in which she always mispronounced my name.

And I thought of how bad I've been.
And I thought of how I've found her irritating at times, and how I've ignored her.
And I thought of how I've always said I'll see her soon, but never did it.

And I thought of how I didn't make time out to visit her, when I had so many chances to.

And now, there's no more chances.
I've expired it all.

Even the very last chance.

Now its too late for all these isn't it?

She's never coming back.

All about

: elise :

Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.

A collective effort to keep family & friends updated, and for random strangers to pop by.

I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.

So I guess I'll just have to make do with scattering loads of random self-shots all over the blog!

: xoxo :

Hugs & Kisses

: xoxo :

: blabbers :

Gallery of

: memoirs :

Ending

: credits :

Inspired by:

JUICE & Undying Love

Edited by:

Yours Truly... Elise Tan