:: eLise is me ::: I'm feeling sorry for you.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

La vie est Belle <>

I'm feeling sorry for you.

I've had this conclusion for ages but I choose not to believe it.
Cos I choose to believe that you are more than that.

But with more and more facts and evidences coming up, I can't help but to feel that I should stop deluding myself.

Despite the expensive toys you have, the fabulous and exciting lifestyle you have, and the glam and shine you have.

I used to envy you because you are what I am not.
I am actually proud of you cos you turned out so fine.

But when I start discovering the lies you told, I began to think twice.
Are you really what you are?

And just as I'm trying to shake off the thought that you're not what you make yourself out to be, I uncover more truth.

And it is then that I understood the hostility and the lies.

To think that I thought that it was just me and my brain playing tricks on me.

Tsk tsk.

I am right the first time.

You are feeling empty deep down.

I started feeling sorry for you.
But I know you hate that.
So I'll not do so anymore.

You are what you are.

So I'm leaving it up to you.

You can continue with your lies.
You can continue with your pretense.

I will not tear down your front.
I will not confront you with the evidences.
I will not ask "why did you lie to me?"

I just hope that you'll be happy.
And if you feel happier this way, I'll be happy for you.

Cos I love you.
Cos I love you, my friend.
You will always be.

All about

: elise :

Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.

A collective effort to keep family & friends updated, and for random strangers to pop by.

I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.

So I guess I'll just have to make do with scattering loads of random self-shots all over the blog!

: xoxo :

Hugs & Kisses

: xoxo :

: blabbers :

Gallery of

: memoirs :

Ending

: credits :

Inspired by:

JUICE & Undying Love

Edited by:

Yours Truly... Elise Tan