Friday, May 11, 2007
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Lots of Love


Right now I'm trying to give directions to Nicky on how to get to my place from UWA. The other side of the river! And not to mention that it's been quite some time since he came over to Curtin.

Ahh . . .

And did I mention that I'm a directional idiot?

Hohoho.

This will be fun.



Anyway, was reading Brody's blog and nearly cried. He wrote such a touching entry on our family (even though it's a lil' weird).

As quoted:

"i love my grandma and i respect her alot. but sometimes she just won't listen. how i hope Elise is here. a scream from her can save me for a hundred days. DEAR LORD! WHY AM I ALONE IN THIS FLAT WITH NO SAVIOUR?!"

"Elise, she seems like she caught something which she didn't wanna caught. like caught an affair or something. but like mom said, Elise is always emotional."

"No matter how much sometimes I hate my family. No matter how much I wanna isolate em. I still loves my family. I love everyone of em. For the first time i felt that. Maybe because of a broken family from the start. Maybe not. But still I pray everyday that they'll be safe and sound."

"I love to hear mom scream and scold me. I love to hear dad bragging about himself and complaining about how lazy I am. I love to hear grandma saying that I didn't take veggies but in fact I just eaten a whole plate right in front of her a second ago. I love to hear grandpa nag at everyone everyday when he got home drunk. I love to hear Elise cry over the slightest thing. And last but not least, I love to hear Lex telling me about his everyday life."

"I love em for who they are, I'm proud of em for who they are and I'm part of em for who they are. My everyday life wouldn't be complete if they aren't here. My everyday's bits and parts came from my family. Because of em, I got a role. The role of a son, a younger brother and a older brother. Thanks everyone."

"I love em all because they are my family."



Seriously, sometimes I hate that lil' bugger so much. How can you love and hate someone with such equal intensity at the same time?

He's my brother; we fought, we punched, we kicked, we laughed.

And though I'm always trying to irritate the hell out of him, and to get him to admit that he misses me (which he adamantly refuses to!), but I know that he does. In a silent way.

Perhaps that is how my family show their love for each other, by hidding it and doing weird stuff for one another.

I've always declare my family to be dysfunctional, and that I'm a crazy by-product of it. But like Brody said, my family is part of who I am. So if they are dysfunctional, so am I. And I love and am proud of that.

And right now, I miss my family SO much!
I just want to go home.



Argh.

Well, gotta go prep myself cos Nicky's coming over soon.

Friday night!

Woot!

smooched by Elise @ 8:12 PM




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: elise :

Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

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