:: eLise is me ::: Little Little Happenings.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

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Little Little Happenings.

Work has been really interesting. Get to learn new stuff, make new friends, and earn some money. The downside of it though, is that they tend to view me as an outsider as I've yet to sign the employment letter.

I totally understand where they're coming from.
As long as I have yet to sign the employment letter, it means that I can just leave anytime.

Whatever it is, I'm not gonna leave. Cos no matter what, I'm gonna work. And since they have taught me so much stuff, I don't see the need to go somewhere else. And afterall, it's only a 3 months work stint for me.

And that just more or less sums up my work.

As for personally, right now I'm in the midst of arranging some stuff. But I'm not gonna reveal it yet till there's a definite answer. But I'm rather certain that it's almost a sure fire issue. It's just a matter of handling the required paperwork and meeting up with this and that for now.

Having the adults guide and help me, things are definitely easier. Compared to handling everything by myself. And I got help from a really sweet friend. Which definitely made things so much easier.

And so to you guys, thank you so so so much.

And that's it for now I guess. Will update more about it soon.

One bad thing though. I'm developing a really really unhealthy habit now.
My body is starting to suffer the consequences.
Trembling hands, rubbery legs, sensitive to temperature changes, feeling tired easily, etc etc.

Trying hard to kick this habit. It's starting to consume me.
If I continue doing such harm to myself, I'll end up in the hospital soon.
It's a psychological problem I think.
All in the mind.
What a pea brain.

Haha.

Anyway, recently had a talk with my brother. The things he said made so much sense. I actually need him to enlighten me. Hmm...

Touched on a really sensitive topic. To me that is.
My brother didn't even remember when it happened, and how many years it's been. That kind of shocked me, cos I thought he'll be as affected by it as I am.

But apparently not.

It's been a tough 7 years. And I sill get really emotional over it.
They say time heals everything.
Its not true.

Some things can never be healed.
Never.

Alright, gonna end here. Feeling really down now.
Within the short span of a week, many things happened.
And all this events varies from one extreme end of the emotional scale to the other.

Somebody please steal my emotions from me.
Thank you very much.

All about

: elise :

Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.

A collective effort to keep family & friends updated, and for random strangers to pop by.

I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.

So I guess I'll just have to make do with scattering loads of random self-shots all over the blog!

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Hugs & Kisses

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Ending

: credits :

Inspired by:

JUICE & Undying Love

Edited by:

Yours Truly... Elise Tan