Monday, October 02, 2006
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The clip & the meet up.


Was watching Steph's clip just now and I got real excited. All the excitement produces such a crazy rush of adrenaline in me that I thought I was gonna die from the chaotic palpitating of my heart!
Seriously!

Wow ~

Just by watching her clip alone and I'm already going through such emotional turmoil. I wonder how I'll feel when my turn comes.
I think I'll just drop dead from an overload of anticipation, excitement and happiness!
LOL.

Seriously, I'm wishing and hoping so hard for my turn to come.
Please please please.

I've already done my best and now it's up to the higher power.
Please let me pass this test.
Please!

And to you, I've kept my part of the promise. So please make do your part of it.
I trust you to do so, just like how I've trusted you for the past 3 years of our trade-off. Don't fail me. Cos this is the most important thing to me right now. Thanks.

Anyway, I'm feeling so excited about meeting Ed tomorrow.
So excited that I'm doing my nails, and my outfit's already been picked and ironed out. Hanging beautifully in one corner now.
Haha. How much more anxious can I be?!

Hmm...

Steph's clip brought an awakening in me.
I finally know who I am and what I wanna be.
I'm not supposed to be so lonely, anti-social, and all coped up.
I'm not supposed to cry and mourn over the unfortunate events that happened to me.
I'm not supposed to be feeling downright worthless and affected by what other people say of me.

And most importantly, I'm not supposed to be feeling unloved.
No matter how neglected and ugly I feel, I mustn't give up on Life and to stop loving myself.

That's not the person I am inside.

Thank you Steph, for making me realise that.
I'm beginning to believe that the decision I made is not a mistake afterall.
I'm just being true to myself.
I'm just making my dream come true.

And thanks to India Arie's "Just for Today".
It made me realise that life is short, and that nobody knows what's to come tomorrow.

I will do my best everyday.

I don't know what's gonna happen, but that's alright with me.
I'm gonna open up my arms and embrace the mystery.

And to CS, I'm mighty sorry for ignoring you recently.
I just wanna be alone.
But hey, I'm ok now.
Thanks for everything dude.
Thanks for the concern.

And to all friends out there whom I've neglected over the past few weeks, please do know that I still love you guys as much as before. If not more.

And to my lovely Farhana, sorry for not replying you in MSN and SMS.
Hee. It's my fault girlfriend.
But I still love you that much.
You know that.

Alrighty! Good luck to myself for tomorrow!
I'll need all the luck I can get.

smooched by Elise @ 6:20 PM




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Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.

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I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.

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