Wednesday, June 06, 2007
La vie est Belle <>


summary


With winter coming up and the start of casual work, my body's starting to feel the fatigue. Feeling really tired out for the past week, and all I wanna do is to cuddle up under the blankie and sleep.

The chilly weather and shorter daylight hours are making my system sluggish, and I guess I'm going through some mild winter blues. The word "depressed" would be way too strong.
Just feeling a little anti-social at times and easily irritated.

Even my source of motivation isn't doing it magic on me at the moment.



Not to mention, semester exam is coming up in 3 weeks' time, with my first paper on 29th June. I'm starting to get a little worried now, but that's not gonna help.
So I just gotta suck it up and hang on.
3 weeks will be over really soon!

My last paper is on 5th July and I'll be flying off after that. Will be away from Perth for 9 days, and hopefully I'll have a blast during the time-off. Just wanna go away to somewhere else and release all the accumulated stress and fatigue. Catch up on those much needed sleep and to laugh a lot.

So right now, it's the prospect of the time-off that is pulling me through.

Hang on there girl!



Work is really enjoyable but I'm starting to feel some slight anger. It's not the customers but the fellow colleagues. It's the difference in working attitude that is rocking my boat here.

I pride myself in my working ethics and I don't give a damn even if that makes me "dumb". I'm being paid to do my job, and I will do it well. That's me, and I stand by it.

But of course, there is a bed full of roses which makes everything better. I have some really wonderful colleagues and managers too. They're a delight to work with!



In order to retain my sanity, I started drawing again. Got some tools today. Was doing pencil sketches on writing paper previously, but now I've got some colours and drawing pad.

Spending time alone sitting on the grassy slope, sketching and listening to my favourite music, is a great way to escape the endless chattering in the cafeteria during lunch time.



3 more weeks and I'll be away from Perth!

I will survive!




All about
: elise :

Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.

A collective effort to keep family & friends updated, and for random strangers to pop by.

I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.

So I guess I'll just have to make do with scattering loads of random self-shots all over the blog!

: xoxo :


Hugs & Kisses
: xoxo :




Previous
: blabbers :


Gallery of
: memoirs :


Ending
: credits :

Inspired by:

JUICE & Undying Love


Edited by:

Yours Truly... Elise Tan



Powered by Blogger