Friday, July 14, 2006
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Changes


Recently I've been hearing this from a lot of people.

"You've changed"

Come to think of it, I've indeed changed. And I can feel the changes.
Somehow, I feel much more at ease and peaceful deep down.
I never knew a person could feel that they've changed.
Wow.





What they say:

- More open up
I don't close up tight like a shell anymore. Used to hide all my feelings and thoughts but now, I know when to share and to let out. And I gotta thank all my friends who are there for me.

- Happier
Indeed I'm happier now. Laughing alot now, giggling more, prancing around the house as if I've just received my Christmas present. Don't ask me why. I just do.

- Encouraging
I've been encouraging people more. Cos I know it's essential. But that doesn't means I lie. I tell them what I see and think, and what I believe in. Alot of my friends think very lowly of themselves but that's not the truth. They're more than they think and I must let them know. Just like how some of them make me realise some of the qualitlies I never knew I have.
You guys are so wonderful. Really.

- Humble
The only time when I'm not being humble is when I'm trying to crack someone up. I say things like "I'm the best", "I'm the prettiest" and such cos I wanna make you laugh. Not because I mean it. Seriously.





What I realised:

- More homey
Staying at home TOO much nowadays. And I'm bonding closer and closer to my Dad, Mom and my irritating brothers. Now I'm showing my care and concern more openly to them, talking to them more, and loving them more. They make me feel like a little girl. Totally being loved and pampered. Hee!

- Nicer
Being more caring and nicer to lots of people. Not so much of a bitch like I am in the past. I've no idea why. By right I'm pure evilness!

- Better tempered
I don't scream non-stop now. I just scream once and that's it. All my anger gone. And again, I've no idea why.

- More real
I used to be quite a fake ass person, towards people I don't like. But now my feelings for everyone are real and 100% genuine. And I don't hate anyone now. Kind of weird.

- Less serious
Not taking things too seriously now and not thinking too much now. Not good for me and so decided to stop it. Perhaps this is why I'm happier now. And I know when to let go now.

- More contented
I'm lucky shit to have everything I have. So why should I complain? I have the greatest parents, most irritating but loving brothers, most caring & helpful relatives, funniest and most interesting friends, best life mentors who are always there for me, a roof over my head, too much clothes & shoes, education, food, laptop & wireless broadband connection, and loads loads more!





And so I've changed. Changed for the better. I'm becoming a different person but I'm embracing it. And I'll still be changing. Hopefully changing for the better. Cos honestly, I still have lots of bad bones in me. Opps.

Gosh. I'm feeling so happy and blissful now.
I must be outta my mind!




smooched by Elise @ 4:41 PM




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