Monday, February 27, 2006
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Updates!


Alright.
I'm giving ya'll the chance to shoot me. Cos I haven't been updating.
Yes yes yes.
All my fault.
Every single piece of shit, be it big or small, is all my fault.
I fucking hate this world alright.

Oh well, back on track.

Exam's finally over and I'm confident that I will no longer have to stay in that irritating school anymore. Cos I don't really like it that much (sucky teachs, horrible layout, ugly color scheme, bad food, stupid people etc).

And I have to mention this. LI study scope was redundant. 3/4 of the content didn't come out. To think I was still confident that I'll score well. Flipped the 1st page and BAM! I didn't know how to do the 1st question. Hah. What a morale booster.

Anyway, why am I ranting in such a cranky manner? You feel like slapping me right? I know. I'm ranting in such a way like the whole world owes me something. But oh well. Like I said. I'm ranting, you idiot!

Holy macaroni. My mood swings are back. Damn it. All gone during exam period and now back again. Perhaps cos I was real occupied with studying and that's why I stopped having them. Or maybe cos I was in a different environment.

Ok. 1 of the reason why I didn't update is cos I'm at my mum's and the computer is terrible.

Why am I at my mum's?

Because I'm a spoiled brat. Came home last last thursday and everyone started yakking at me and blah blah blah. Yelled back at them and started tearing like a moron and out came the luggage, all my clothes and books all thrown inside. And the next morning, gone. Didn't tell anyone where I was going.

I'm always doing things like that.

Anyway, there's no way I'm gonna be able to study effectively in a lousy home like that. I'm like 20? And where is my own room? NOTHING! Miserable!
And how do you expect me to study when a drunkard comes home every night and started speaking so loudly and stuff?!
And with a brother who doesn't know the meaning of "being considerate".? There's a high probability that he doesn't even know how to spell it!

There's no way to study effectively and bloody pass my exam!
That's just not my study style!

And there ya'll go yakking and talking and fucking piss me!

And now that I'm back, I'm hating this place through and through. It's a lousy and terrible home. HOME! I didn't even use the word "house"!

I'm so gonna get a job real soon, earn the doughs for furnitures and then move out! Happy?! Most prob you frigging morons will be celebrating!

I hate it. I fulfilled my obligations, responsibilities and duties. But did you? NO!

You people are the reason why I have to "grow up" prematurely when I'm only 13!

Most prob when I have my own family, I wouldn't be letting my kids interact with you people cos they might turn out to be unfeeling, naggy and drunk!
My oh my. I'm so surprised that I haven't become one! HAH!

I HATE YA'LL!

To people who's constantly judging and comparing me to others, i curse you. I curse you with a horrible death. And may it come soon.

smooched by Elise @ 2:12 PM




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