:: eLise is me ::: emo-memo

Monday, March 26, 2007

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emo-memo

Sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking.

To stop thinking about the worst, making up all the "could be" situations or outcomes, which in turn, injects unnecessary fears into myself, making me go all worried sick.

To stop thinking so much of the consequences, which makes me go all cowardly and not do what I wanna do, and to say what I wanna say.

To stop thinking so much about anyone, which makes my heart flutters like a maniac butterfly, and makes my heart falls so hard when all the disappointments set in.

If I could make a trade with the devil, I'll most definitely trade my emotions for something else. I'm ruled by my emotions. I'm an emo-drunk. I'm the slave of PMS. I say things out of spite. I do things out of spite. I border between crying and laughing like the flip of a page.

Last night's episode of Grey's Anatomy made me both furious and upset, cos I can most certainly relate to it. The way McDreamy deals with the situation just makes me so frustrated. What's up with him pressuring Meredith into choosing him, and when she breaks up with the Vet, he goes "I think I need some space."?

And between George and Callie, he only realises that he wanna commit to her after she initiated the breakup. What's up with that? Only realising how much she meant to you after she's gone?

I totally dig what Callie said.
"Don't chase me anymore until you're ready to catch me."

Just what is up with that?
Quoting my favourite Korean drama, "Does it have to be so hard?".

YES!
Does it have to be so hard?!
Why do we always have to include all those unnecessary sensitivity, and play all those dumb games?
It's very obvious, it's crystal clear. There's only two sides of a coin.

So why does it have to be so hard?

I told you I'm one hell of an emo-chick.

All about

: elise :

Jack (or is it Jane?) of all trades,
(almost!)

but Master of none.
(trying to!)

This is my paradise, where I indulge my senses grandiloquently.

A collective effort to keep family & friends updated, and for random strangers to pop by.

I wanted to put a HUGE picture of myself in this space, but being the technologically challenged person that I am, I can't figure out the mojo of it.

So I guess I'll just have to make do with scattering loads of random self-shots all over the blog!

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Ending

: credits :

Inspired by:

JUICE & Undying Love

Edited by:

Yours Truly... Elise Tan