Wednesday, January 25, 2006
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Stupid old woman!


Got to know from Cindy this morning that Laura went to France for the exchange program!

OH MY GOODNESS!

This is so not fair!

Sets me thinking. Is it what we said to her that made her changed her mind and set her eyes on the exchange program? Cos she never has the notion of going overseas until Cindy and I mentioned that we wanna go overseas for studies, should we ever get the chance to.

Grr. When is it my turn?

WHEN?

Whatever. Don't wanna fret too much over this. Anyway, I guess I've kind of know what is it that I really wanna pursue. Now I'm doing all the necessary research on it to make a final decision on whether I really want it. It's my interest, no doubt. But will Daddy support me? What if he doesn't? Then how am I gonna get it? I really don't know. But then again, I might be thinking too much. I have this tendency to worry too much when things are actually really simple. Hee.

Graduation is coming soon. Unofficially declared by me on 24th Feb 2006.

Real soon.

Less than a month.

What am I gonna do then?

Anyway, I'm so fucking pissed! What's with her trying to fucking dictate my life? Excuse me? This is MY life? What has it gotta do with you? You're not my mum so STOP acting like one and shut your trap. Even my mum doesn't behave this way. I'm like fucking 20 this year? Stop treating me like a moronic small kid! And besides, start acting like your age will ya? Stop denying things when obviously you are involved and fucking stop putting unclaimed blames on me! You've got no fucking prove or evidences so buzz off! Stupid old shank!

I have a life unlike you so stop nagging like there's no tomorrow. What you're doing now is only serving to instill in me more determination to get the hell outta here asap! When I start earning my own dough and is capable to own my own shack, I'M OUTTA HERE! It's either you or me! How I wish deep down in my core that I can disown you! Oh yeah, why don't you disown me then? I'll be SO much better off!

And you want me to respect you? Like HAHA? You're not even acting your age so why should I respect you? You don't even dare to admit your own mistakes. So HAHAHAHA to ya!

Whatever it is, this is MY life and it's MY call. I'm not responsible for anyone except MYSELF if I choose to so there's really nothing you can do.

Trying to tell me how to run my life?

HAHAHAH!

I can be a real total bitch if I want to so I guess you wanna think again about pissing me off.

smooched by Elise @ 9:04 PM




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